I think, I can do without.
welcome
To my uninteresting life.
Monday, February 08, 2010
You are a pleasure to the eyes. @
7:27 AM
Haha was looking through photobucket, its like this website that has cool pictures which have been edited by people. Hence, the artistic feel to it. Likey the picture above cause it has a bike in it XD Always wanted to ride a bike. Really. For the thrill of it, whatever. Though my parents would never ever allow me to ride, I swear, I'd give it a go definitely in the future. Its one of my must-dos in life. :) I think I just like fast, thrilling, life-threatening situations. Its only when I'm in situations like those that I feel I'm alive, and not numb by whatsoever unimportant tingles. :D Just like during Kota Kinabalu, a few of us accidentally fell into the water at the rapids. I think I went underneath the raft and, I really thought I was going to die. Until I fought to surface and to breathe again, then I rmbed: Hey, I'm actually alive. Hahaha stupid as it seems, it is actually very fun :)
The next picture I really liked is this one :) Sweet huh. I think a hug speak a thousand more words than any other acts of love and sweet-nothings. And somehow, to me at least, the happiest moment a couple would have is the company that couples enjoy during a sunset or sunrise. :D Just the company. The feeling of knowing that each other is truly happy to be with the other party at that point of time, taking in such a natural and breathtaking view :) No words would need to be spoken. None needs to think of what to say next to feel in the blank, because its each other's company they enjoy. That, is what I call, true love. ;D
Haha there are other nice pictures I have found at photobucket. Quite cool, shall continue exploring it XD to kop nice pictures until I get my camera back!! (which is still in the hands of my brother in Sweden -_-)
fmfly.
Backache is killing me.
Oh, should I get a new hamster? :D
Sunday, February 07, 2010
New skin just cause im feeling bored. XD @
8:56 AM
Hello! Hahaha kinda excited. Cause of my new blogskin. NICE RIGHT! WHEEEEE :D Tmr's monday means its working day. Next week is BUSY WEEK. Haha. Okay, gotta sleepo now! Bye peeps :)
fmfly.
Friday, February 05, 2010
Popcorn, sweet. @
9:06 AM
Hello :)
Its the weekends again. Weifei is already in NS. Bh and ws going in tmr. Boring. Fun pple are all gone. Pang also. Its like those few who are frequent onliners, would not be online anymore. This is bad. Real bad. Looks like I wont have to bother going online anymore. Hahaha XP
Maybe I should work on Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows instead. And then Eclipse. Nice. Hahaha great plan. Just gotta, work it out ;D
Class girls have been trying to plan a dinner outing next week. Hopefully it will be successful! It has been aeons since I last seen them. Jamie and Shurlene especially. :)
YAY Lyn has booked the air tickets to BANGKOKKKKKKKKKKK. Whee :D Get to take plane again! The coolest part is, we are gonna see Know again!! :D And the second coolest part is we are taking SINGAPORE AIRLINES BACK TO SINGAPORE!! HAHAHAHA. Too good to be true. Oh, but that means 400bucks gone! D: Gonna camwhore like crazy over there! MUST TAKE LOADS OF PICTURES!!!! WHEEEEEE. Nothing interesting these few days. Just sleeping very late and waking up very early. Conclusion: I'm uber tired. Okay, gonna sleep now :) GOOD NIGHT :O zzzzzzzzzzzfmfly.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
I'll remember what you said to me, @
7:41 AM
Life's pretty boring these few days. Work is ever so tiring and sleepy for me. I go to work with a damn drowsy kinda feeling, with my eyes half shut. I know its bad cause it'll reflect bad working attitude and everything but i'd rather feel tired, than anything else. Hahaha. Theres a Blood Donation Drive at NTU this week, guess im going for it with my mentor :) Shes a nice person. Uber nice and patient. Hahaha think i'll miss her after she goes for exchange programme. :( Besides that, oh Ive signed up for the National Vertical Marathon this year alrdy. Yay! :D Feeling happy that I can join activities that are of "my type". Having stayed in office for 5 days and not moving around has made me very very fidgety. Haha i can like shake my leg non-stop underneath the table, which isnt very good. Im supposed to change for the better, not for the worse. Hahaha AIYAH SHAKE LEG ONLY WHAT. Hahah. XDWent T.G.I.F. with Lyn yesterday :D The food there ROCKS. And the atmosphere. WOOHOOO. One of the best place I'd recommend for couples. :) Hhaha its damn relaxing. Like you can really take your time to eat and enjoy. PLUS the BROWNIE OBSESSION. Goodness, haha imagine vanilla ice cream on top of warm fudgy brownie with CARAMEL SAUCE. HAHAHA divine combination. :D After dinner, we went Far East to get some stuffs. I finally bought ONE new year clothing :) Haha at least, I felt truly happy at the end of the day, having met up with lyn :DI kinda prefer to think of it as a process. First, you start by talking to that person. And then you talk more often. After which, unknowingly (which is the worse part), you get used to that person talking to you. And you rely so much upon it for companionship, or simply, just someone to talk to when you feel lonely. Dont really think its healthy, this process. Getting used to someone. Its never healthy. Because nobody can give you any promise that he/she will always be there when you need him/her. Its something I realised, that I cant handle well, enough.CNY's coming. And I've bought macadamia sugee from Begawan Solo. DAMN NICE :D hopefully CNY wont be another disaster for me. Without my brother in Singapore, Im not as happy with my family already. Cause the only person who really understands how I feel and stands up for me when im in trouble, is gone. I really miss my brother. There are umpteen times that I wish he was here, at home. And I can say "whatever" to him and roll my eyes. And fight with him because he always occupy the full length mirror in my room and spend like a thousand years styling his hair. DAMN IT. I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
Like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place
Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took a just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.fmfly.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
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9:09 AM
Hello :D Its Sunday night. Or rather, Monday morning. Hahaha i promised myself to try and sleep early today so that i'll have energy for work tmr but... Guess I cant. XD Drank starbucks just a while ago, like at 11pm. Hahaha the caffeine is doing its job well :( It was Caramel Frappacino (is this way you spell it?) Haha talked a little to clinty cause was at Broz's house to settle some stuffs. Clinty was very nice to accompany me buy Starbucks and wait for bus home. Hahaha yeah. Hmm its 1.12am now. Maybe its time to try and go sleep. HOPEFULLY WORK WOULD BE FUN TMR :D :DSomething stupid happened on Facebook. Dont think it matters alot to me cause I think my life's rather screwed up alrdy. But if it continues and worse, involving pple who are totally innocent, I think he would have gone too far alrdy. Sometimes, its funny how pple's mind work. Behavourial study. Cool man, I've kinda set on taking Psychology. Totally hooked on shows like Liar Game and The Mentalist. Heheh. That is if my results permit. :/ Lalalala XDfmfly.
Friday, January 22, 2010
And everything's gonna be ALRIGHT! :D @
9:12 AM
YEAH. Hahaha today was the first day of my work at ntu as some admin thingy for the Chinese Heritage Centre. Haha quite fun, as in cuz its a new experience mah. I slept at around 1.40am the night before and manage to wake up at 6.30am today. Cool right! Hahaha i dont even know how did I pull myself outta the bed. But seriously, I dont really enjoy sleeping nowadays. Bad dreams. Just hate the dreams I have. GAHHH XD Anyway, felt damn tired like in the middle of the day during work. I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP WHEN MY MENTOR IS TEACHING ME SOMETHING. HAHAHA. Cool huh. Dont think she noticed. Aye you know, its the kind of UBER SLEEPY FEELING that I have during lectures and tutorials. No matter what you do, you just cant snap outta that feeling. UBER DROWSY. I have decided to sleep early on Sunday. I hope. Hahaha so that I have energy on monday for work. Like uber enthusiastic XD One thing about work is. It is not busy enough, for me to take mind off things. Im uber free to the extent of being able to fall asleep. Cuz I dont really think there're things for me to do all the time. Ugh, dont like the feeling of going to work yet not having my mind occupied. :( GOT TO EAT SOME HELL GOOD FOOD AT NTU THOUGH. Hahaha tried the western stall today at Canteen 2 i think. NICE AND CHEAPO.> BEEF MEATBALL SOUP NEXT MONDAY MAYBE. HAHA PREPARING MY MENU LE. Gotta go now! CIAOOOOOO! XD fmfly.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
The Epilogue; @
7:37 AM
She blogged. Obviously still concerned about you. Chunks of words. Seemingly unintended post, Somehow tells me one very important thing. Just cause I know it would be important to you as well.She still loves you, you idiot. She still loves you a lot, a hell lot, you stupid daft-headed!Sometimes I really cant understand, Why is she doing this to herself And to you. Unfathomable. This innocence, is brilliance, I hope that it will stay.This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now.And I'll hold on to it, dont you let it pass you by.
NgBiRu
Haha was looking through photobucket, its like this website that has cool pictures which have been edited by people. Hence, the artistic feel to it. Likey the picture above cause it has a bike in it XD Always wanted to ride a bike. Really. For the thrill of it, whatever. Though my parents would never ever allow me to ride, I swear, I'd give it a go definitely in the future. Its one of my must-dos in life. :) I think I just like fast, thrilling, life-threatening situations. Its only when I'm in situations like those that I feel I'm alive, and not numb by whatsoever unimportant tingles. :D Just like during Kota Kinabalu, a few of us accidentally fell into the water at the rapids. I think I went underneath the raft and, I really thought I was going to die. Until I fought to surface and to breathe again, then I rmbed: Hey, I'm actually alive. Hahaha stupid as it seems, it is actually very fun :)
